Today was a test of patience and understanding, and I think I handled myself well. Master had contacted me saying it was important we meet up, that we had important stuff to talk about. We met at Hriste’s as my ship was impounded briefly. There she told me that I was not an Empath, I was in fact a Force Empath which is a part of Force Sense.
We started with a simple lesson, closing my eyes, feeling the force and then locating Hriste, Zain, Master and myself in the room through the force only. Zain was easy to find, he was like a beacon. Hriste was harder as she was like a star half hidden behind the clouds, but I think its because she’s not a force user, and of course Master and myself were easy.
Then Zain cut in about his Sabres, his Master, his issues, so I for the moment spoke privately with my Master about the concerns that he had, and she said Zain needed to trust his Master and that there was nothing she could do as Zain was not her student. Hriste and I both tried to encourage Zain that we would continue to support him and help him, but he kept on his pouting and fussing until Master felt she was stifling the place and left.
I felt frustrated and annoyed, my lesson had ended before we truly got started learning about my gift because Zain wanted to make a scene rather then listen. Rather then get angry or speak harshly, I quietly excused myself from the room to go and relax, refocus and calm. Zain means well, and I know he does. He is frustrated that he is not making progress. I get that, I do. He needs to remember though that while I find his feelings and needs important, sometimes it needs to be about me, and not about him.