Sometimes I wonder if I matter to Zain at all, or if he just uses me to get what he wants. He tells me he’s my friend, then pulls stunts like this on me. After my Master left we started trying to teach him how to lift things using the force. I noticed he was struggling as he was trying to force a fibreplast to move so hard he looked like he was trying to poop.
I advised him not once, not twice but three times what was going wrong, to relax, close his eyes and stop focusing on the fibreplast but instead on the Force itself, to see his goal and let the force do its work. Every single time, he completely ignored me, I tried talking to him, to get his attention, all he wanted to do was whine how he wasn’t making immediate progress. I gave up, he literally refused to even acknowledge I existed. I just left after he started going back to how stupid he was and such. I wasn’t doing that again.
I don’t know if I am gonna bother continuing to try and help him. All he does is burn me every time I try, he doesn’t listen to me or the advice that will make things work for him, then he cries he is stupid, worthless, a dumb male…I don’t know what to do at this point.