@Iradtoki
My friend, I am sorry.
I will try again to become a Jedi even though it feels an ever impossible goal for me to achieve.
I am working on my temper.
I commit to only use the light side of the force.
I have a problem outside my control and I surrender myself to the light side as a higher power to get over it.
You are a very dear friend to me and I apologize for lashing out at you and others in frustration both at myself for my health problems and others for my failures at tests. I realized that was deflection on my part to avoid the true issues.
Most sincerely,
Zain Kalan.
