He walked the lands of Korriban, just as in the dreams he had the whispers called him here. He often pondered what exactly was these whispers coming from. Was it really a personified aspect of the dark side or an allegory? Already suffering from memory loss, even though each day and practice session the memory uncovering itself more. Lost memories that did not want to be recovered such as his terrible childhood and teen year surfaced as well. Realizing this anger and sorrow gave much power he started to embrace it, for it fueled and drove him. Never again will he feel weak he promised his enemies shall crumble into nothingness. Cowering in fear and suplication for they will feel the extent of his wriath and vengence.
Sweating and hot from practicing all day he starts to meditate but notices someone approach. It was Xalark whom he had met and dueled on mon cala some ago. He had admired Xalark for his dedication and wisdom of the old ways and Had hoped to run into him again. The conversation went on and Xalark gave him much insight into the old ways and on self mastery. They parted ways and Dabash meditated on this encounter. He had thought of all the anxiety (even with memory loss) that plagued him in being around many people on Viscara when he sought out the Revanite sith. For he had been isolated with the strange man since he picked him up and trained him. Often times even bullying him during training, the man loved to bring him to the brink of death and try to break Dabash all in the name of said training. But even with most of his memories back he realized the man never told him his name only to call him Lord. He realized was this man setting him up just to be a pawn? He did send him out knowing that he would complete his mission for him then die? It seemed like it was so he lied to Dabash was very secretive and unnecessarily brutal and arrogant for no purpose but fulfilling his overinflated ego. From overhearing his conversations over personal comms it seemed even he was working for someone before but was exiled for some reason and is planning vengence. Even this mission he was on to kill this jedi knight before was a personal one the two had been together at some point and she chose the jedi and left him behind while he chose the dark side and became too overly dependant on it and it changed him. Memoring that he overheard this he became enraged beyond conprehension. For a moment he remembered what Skyva had told him when he first sought them out and met them “Using your emotions to fuel you in the darkside, but controlled” He meditated to calm down enough to focus but using his rage to fuel him in his practicing. He let his darkest emotions and thoughts fuel him, from his hands came lightning so powerful it turned to ash the creatures in these lands. it felt good surging through him, it hurt less as now he was in focus and control.
he set up a makeshift camp to rest in one of the nearby empty caves. The whispers came again in his dreams “Awaken and annilate the agents of fallacy!!” He saw that mist again as when he was in that cave with his bullies in his teens. This time it touched him and said " Recovering well I see the dark side is changing you, but will you persevere or will you lose control and be destroy like many before you?" as he said this he feels his skin cold and on fire feeling at the same time dreadful pain all across his body. He looks at his hands and skin it is blacken now and from a reflection his eye blood red engulfed in darkness. What change was this what did it mean he thought? he wakes up violently and in a small puddle of water he saw his reflection it was just has he had dreamed. It wasnt just a dream he said… and in a faint whisper he heard “now go forth ever watchful and wise…”
Feeling anew and mor epowerful than before he prepares his ship for travel back to viscara after a small meal and cleaning up of his body. " I need more answers and guidance he says to himself" He had much to learn and train…