Stabbing Westward: Desperate Now
Jacen sat at his console aboard Serendipity, staring at his plans. His work on the asteroids was all done. His explosives were all set aboard his ship. There was nothing left to do but study and wait for his window.
He checked over his approach vector, it would not be long until his moment of truth came. Everything was set. His eyes drifted to the old picture of Sandra he kept pinned to his console. Cute as can be, standing there in his bridge. His heart ached for days past, but more than that, it ached for the present situation and all that was lost.
He stared at the picture a bit longer before tearing his gaze away from the redhead. He forced himself to focus on the tactical display, watching as his window grew closer and closer. Once the sith base neared being beneath him, his window lasted for five minutes to where his approach angle would acheive maximum efficiency. Anything outside that window and he would have to expend too much time and fuel getting into position, and leaving himself and his rocks prey to the pickets that would be on him in before he could get into a good approach.
This was it…
Time was nearing…
The window was closing…
His hand started to shake. He swallowed hard as he wrung it out. Memories began flashing through his mind.
Sneaking into the base
Training Damien
Running missions with Nova
Joining the Navy
Sitting helpless in the torturer’s chair and looking up to see the love of his life came in to rescue him
Dozens of intimate moments and an image of that red dress
Haranguing Duskhaven
Running the Shadowlancers
Missions with the Flipcard
His first time in hyperspace
Academy days with his friends
Racing swoops
Cutting up with his brother
The window was nearly on him.
He eyed the activation button for the asteroids’ engines. His hand reached out, ready to press it as soon as his tactical map beeped ready.
Here he was. He was really going to do this. Jacen Starlancer, smuggler, rogue, scoundrel, pilot. He wasn’t the type to just throw his life away, was he? No, just the type to throw others’ lives away.
A tremble passed through him.
No, he couldn’t let that be the story of his life. The bumbling idiot. The hapless fool. The guy who got his friends killed. He couldn’t let that be the end of it. He had to make his life mean something. He had to balance the score! All those lives! All those deaths! He couldn’t let them die for no reason! He couldn’t let them fall in vain! He wouldn’t!
He gripped a his hand in a fist as it hovered over the console, and it shook as anger filled him. Anger at himself, anger at the sith. And hatred for them all!
His fist gripped tighter. The window neared. There was no question anymore. He was going to do this. He was going to join his friends and make sure as many of the damned sith followed him as possible!
And then finally, there was…a chirp?
Stabbing Westward: Sometimes It Hurts
Jace flinches at the unexpected sound. What was that? He stared at his readout. No, the window hadn’t come yet. That was…
He looked to his messenger and stared at it. It took a few moments for it to register. I was a text…from Sandra.
His heart dropped as he was suddenly pulled out of his tunnel vision and the adrenaline left him shaky. He slowly reached for the messenger to see what she wanted.
Repub looking for you. Are you alive?
He blinked at the message and just stared for a few moments before reaching a shaky hand to the voice-to-text button.
“S-Sandra? Uh…yes…for now…”
And then his world was suddenly on hold as he waited to see if she was going to respond.
Meeting later. Taking the Repub base back. Tomorrow
“That’s…That’s good…hopefully this will help…uh…did they…deliver the message early?”
Which one
“They were supposed to wait till tomorrow morning…guess you watched the message I left in my unit already…”
He paused a moment, figuring she was going to try and talk him out of it.
“Look…this is just something I have to do…”
Message?
Jace suddenly the sinking feeling he’d given too much away. Apparently she hadn’t seen his message after all. “Nothing…just forget it…you’ll find out tomorrow…”
Listen, there's a disturbance in the force. I... I have to go.
“Take care of yourself…love you…”
Dont die, silly
And with that, the message link was closed from her side.
Jace sat there staring at the coversation, but not for long, because there was a sudden noise from his tac-com.
Beep
That was it.
Jace hesitated for just a moment, but then his determination returned and he brought his fist down on the commit button and the asteroids sprang to life.
Stabbing Westward: On Your Way Down
All systems in his ship came online. Sith sensors would be showing him like a tree topper on lifeday, so he had to be quick and be right. He kicked in his thrusters and shot off after the asteroids.
He slid in behind number one, which was set to take the lead. He had to stay back far enough that he engine didn’t eat at his own shields but close enough that he looked like a sensor echo on the asteroid. The second was a decoy. It was set back just slightly so that it was the second one to be targeted.
The two rocks and the ship picked up speed as they veered towards the surface. His ship shuddered as they hit atmosphere and sudenly there was fire all around them. If the shields did their job, which by all means they should, then they should be fine. He could see a red aura glowing around the rock in front of him as he followed behind it, matching it’s speed. By now, they would be carving a bright streak through the night sky, and with them not burning up in the atmosphere, the sith would be onto them now, raising defenses.
This stretch before his meteor made it within firing range was the last bit of predictability he would get. He knew once they pulvarized his cover, all bets were off. He only hoped that the asteroid’s debris cloud would confuse their sensors long enough for them to move on to the next incoming rock, giving him precious time to shoot in past their killzone and hit his target.
His computer began to spew warnings klaxons about his course and impending crash, then there were more alarms adding to it for weapons locks grabbing near him, but nothing had found Serendipity yet.
Then the shields around number one started making a bright halo around it. They were definately hitting it now. It would only be a matter of seconds now before…
Suddenly his cockpit flashed bright red as a fireball engulfed the asteroid. More alarms started going off about proximity and debris. Jace punched the controls to kill the alarm as he shot through the cloud, and he could see turbolasers laying down intercepting fire towards his second decoy.
Those shields gave him precious seconds as he redlined his throttle. It was all or nothing now! No rock to have to hide behind to match speeds with, he shot like a bat out of hell straight down at the base, and he saw the second rock disappear from his sensor screen and the canons were already moving to track him.
The ground was coming up quick, and he hoped he could get low enough before they could track him. Shots started to hit close and he rolled out to the right, but he couldnt stray too far or he would miss his mark. Alarms started to go off again. This time his own shields were starting to come down. He redirected all his shield output to the front. He didn’t need to worry about anything hitting him from behind now.
He did his best to juke and dance, cutting across the turret’s axis to make them lose lock momentarily and reposition and re-aim, then there was an explosion nearby and his ship lurched away to the left and begin to spin. He couldnt stop the spin completely, that hit must have taken out one of his maneuvering thrusters, instead he went with it. He was laser-focused now. He worked his yoke rotating through the spin to put his nose back on the base, which was coming up quickly.
It was it now. This is how he would make them pay. This is how he would make things right. This is how he would…
“Shit!”
In a last moment of panic and self preservasion, the base rushing up at him, he reached for his ejector lever on his seat and pulled it. The explosive bolts blew the canopy and blew him out and straight at the nearby lake towards the shore. The water came rushing at him quickly, seemingly as fast as the ground was coming at his ship, and he lost all awareness of anything but the speeding body ahead of him.
“Shit, I’m sorr…”
Anything he was saying was cut off by the combination of his crash webbing activating and bare moments later of him hitting the water and skipping a couple times before crashing into land near the base as it was hit by the ship.
Some time later, as a band of concerned figures search the debris, one ejector seat is found among the rubble. In it beneath the crash webbing sat the unmoving body of the hapless pilot, his last moments of horror and regret plastered to his face.
Stabbing Westward: Goodbye