Keshli sat on the bed in her ship, the pulsing and throbbing on her eye causing her to clutch her hand to the scar and hiss in pain. The past days events running in her head while her free hand searched frantically for the pain pills in her pouch. When she got her hands on them, she fumbles with the lid, poping a pill in her mouth and grasps at the water on the nightstand next to her, next to the cage the Weezler Carl Esquire slept as lazily as he had presumably for his entire life. With a mouth full of water, she gulps the pill and takes a few more hissing gasps as she waited for the relief to spread across her.
As she waited, she leaned forwards while the events of the past months went through her mind. Disgraced from the Navy, with no path to redeem for the brother that she gained from her self destructive quest to avenge her old lost family. The war continued to look bleak, even with the minor gains made in Lantilla and the beach head on Corellia established. The snakes in their back have stated acting up again as well, Revanites attempting to antagonize and establish more power. And she had finally seen Keylis face to face, with the cult she had formed and the power she had amassed seeming only to be more than that of the past few months. The new scar on her face a testament to that.
More and more she felt she had no real place to call home. The Navy did not want her. The Jedi tolerated her. She may have been a member of the Explorer Corps as of this moment and even had friends within the order. Yet she knew that they didnt think she actually belong as much as she did. She could hear it, -feel- on every op she joined. Why is she here?. And indeed, why was she? Aside from her desire to aid this fight against the Empire she knew just as much as they did that she was not one of them, and would never belong there.
Her seeming last best bet was a Holo call away. But still there was no signal, sign or even knock on her bulkhead saying that opportunity was open to her. And so she hovered where she was in the scheme of the Galactic battleground. Ironic that the ones to be the most supportive had so far been Mandolorians. AliâShari, JateâKara, and her adoptive brother Rhirk. The latter two being a surprise to her old self for sure, and she prayed they didnt speak much of the war prior. She had come to like them, and she didnt want to set off her buried hatred by learning more of some yet unknown atrocity.
After a time her pain was subsiing, and she lay back letting herself catch her breath. Looking up at the ceiling light it dawned on her how tired she was. Her eye lids listing to half closed, her fingers curling slightly as they relaxed. She took a deep breath while the throbbing of her scar went down. I hate this war. The thought lingered in her head. And she stayed there, listening to the soft hum of power within her ships bulkheads until the echo of her rampart dropping and metal boots thudding on her floors got closer to her quarters.
Rhirk made his way up and into the ship, he didnât hide the fact hse was there. He knew better than to attempt to surprise his little sister. He didnât think of her as she of him. There was not adoption, she simply was his family now. He had tugged the helmet free and hung it from his hip, making his way to her room
He had given a light rap at the doorway before stepping inside, he leans on the wall some and looks to her âStill bugging you?â he frowns, looking her over with that concern. She could see the grey in his beard and hair now, not overly profound. Though he looked older. The months had been rough on him, and she knew he hadnât slept well since Rodi âI was thinking, we could both use some time away from here, a bit of a vacation before this all goes to shit out here?â he spoke softly, tired and not wanting to be the stern older brother, but more the friend.
She tilted her head back up from the mattress, looking at those graying hairs. The pains meds had down their job and her breathing had leveled out. She sat up and looked him in the eyes as she took the medical cream the doctors gave her and started applying it to her scar. âGets worse sometimes. Least with the leg I cant feel it anymoreâŚâ She would look at the metal prosthetic as she finished with the cream. âMay be a good idea though⌠some time away from this crap. Still. Dont think I can pull myself awayâ
âWell, that just means I will be the one pulling you away. I am sure folks will be fine without us for a week or two. .â he pushed off the wall and moved to take her desk chair. Sitting in it and looking to her âWe have some work to do, but maybe a few days vacation first. I want to see Ord Mantell, I want to visit her and well. See the planet without it being a funeral. .â
He frowns a bit, and gives a small shrug. He leans back in the chair. âWould be good for us both, and well lets face it. It is the type of planet we are used to spending time on. Could be fun, get our heads clear. .then we go hunt that sniper. .â
She thought on it. She didnt trust a damn that something wouldnât come up while she was gone. Though she knew that even now they didnt think they needed her. She perked at the mention of the sniper though. âHrm⌠Could take a romp around the planet for her sake I suppose.â She looked over to her rifle, leaning up against her bed. âIm no beneath a little payback as wellâ
She knew that in the grand scheme of the whole war it was such a little thing. So small. Minor. Insignificant. But that small thing had devastated the two of them. The loss of a friend to something, someone so minor. â⌠Fine. Small vacationâ
He nods some, smiling as he saw the look on her face. âAlright, lets do it.â He took the flask from his belt, and sipped at it once he had it open. He offers it back to her as he watched her. âWhoâs ship we taking? I can fly if you want. That way you can just relax some.â He smiles to her.
She takes the flask, sipping some as she stands back up. âWeâll take mine. I know you cant sleep to good yet. And I got a spare room with a bed.â She stands up and walks out into the main hold of her ship, looking over at the rusted, banged up and barley alive form of a droid of terror from the last war. âBesides, you are right. We have work to doâ
He stood and walked with her, taking in the ship and looking over the battered droid. He nods some. âI can help fix it up, I donât have Jates touch. .but I should be able to help some.â He gave a laugh and ran his hand through his hair. Looking around the ship and taking it all in as he relaxed. âIt will be fun Kesh, just like the old days.â
âCould use some old days.â She sighs some before turning back towards the bridge. âIll get the coordinates locked in. May see if Ali wants to join us there. In the mean time see if you can start seeing whats salvagable on Basi.â She steps her way down towards the command console. â
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