Standing across from her, the saber with a gleam of golden-yellow was held assertively in a soresu position. But in this moment, in this haze the foe shined brightly. Certain, resolute.
Kathea faced… herself.
It can’t be possible. Some trick. The Sith left snarling as she tensed, feeling that breach in her shoulder leaking a bit of warmth inside of her robes. Every thread of thought, every beat of excess energy was her own, this was no other, there was no other.
The saber remained in poise, a breath before the storm as they stood on the cusp of blows in tense standing. A billowing wind letting the grass wilt and shiver with its passing, the haze remaining to enshroud them both.
"I will not let you harm him again." The tone came firmly into her mind. It was not another voice as it had been so many times before.
The act itself caused her to flinch, her voice, but not her own thoughts. A growl to follow, "Everyone assumes I’m only out to cause misery. No one else will ever understand me or that which I do!"
"You have been sick and tired for so very long, we have suffered enough. Let the boy be. Let him have the chances we were denied." We, it spoke inside and as her, yet the lips never moved. The tone resounding within her own head.
She had to toss her own head from side to side, the situation, the whole exchange numbing her head. "No, this is not something someone else gets to dictate to me. I stopped letting people hold me back when they took away what I would’ve died for."
"What you would’ve killed them all for." The counterpoint rang out.
Hissing at her bizarre mirror image, her grip adjusted on the hilt of her master’s repurposed saber, the damage to the casing left purposefully worn. "That’s not why I came. That’s not what we’re here for!"
"He’s the one who took her, wasn’t it?"
Even as they stood apart, there was a chill that ran down her arm, as if the energy and misery was bleeding from the hilt into her very blood. Ache, rage, mourning long deprived. Not realizing the fatal mistake she’d just made looking at the limb instead of focusing on her opponent, yet she was spared this moment. Though as her focus returned to the white robed variant of herself she noticed something clinging fearfully to her leg.
A boy. Just a sweet young soul that looked the spitting image of what she could’ve imagined to have been Solomon’s dedicated little heart. But the fear that reflected in his eyes, the running tears down his cheeks. He couldn’t be here too, he was far in the clutches of another, corrupted, broken surely so. This memory was only that.
“Kathea, I’m scared!”
But it was not her who he sought comfort in, shielding himself in this other. Cracking as ice her own expression broke as grief and rage choked her throat, the moisture rolling out without hiding, uncontrollable. Ugly.
"You do not know who you threaten, what you dabble in…"
The tone a threat that followed with a charge, all vision of protection and pause shattered just as her emotions were fleshed out raw. The howl of plasma eventually being struck and locking time and again, three strikes in succession brought the light of the combatant’s faces into view.
The descent into darkness, that wide eyed hateful glare, woe mixing with wrath.
A serene calm, surreal in speed and an ease. A pity spared, a gentle countenance while handling a weapon with such power and grace.
"The choice was made before. It could always change. Your fate is not yet sealed."
Confidence oozed from her tone, not of arrogance but in earnest offer. But this only made her arms stiffen and twitch as the control usually so acutely maintained started to fray and wane. Sucking in a shrill breath through her teeth, the hiss following the next flurry of blows.
"How could you understand. You haven’t been there! Where were they when I needed THEM! No! NO! You won’t distract me from what I came to do!"
Strikes turned into a continual exchange, the initial momentum lost in that opening streak as the clash became a matter of one always assaulting, the other always deflecting, always soaking the blows with her weapon.
Enduring all they could, the blows, the flicker of blade on blade was a wild storm out on these distant plains, stray strikes cutting into the high grass and cauterizing it into a smoldering burning line each time.
"Then tell us, why are you here." Speaking as if the trial hadn’t affected her, given that she might not be real perhaps she would not tire at all. Fighting like this might be little better than a means to tire her own self out. Kathea knew illusions before even if this one cut especially deep.
But this moment she seized all the same, breaking into a low sweep to catch herself off balance and forcing the guard low before bringing her weapon up into a set of overhead strikes. Using the momentum of the motion, the grasp of two hands to drive the weapon down harsher, with each subsequent swing. The shade of saber gradually shifting with each concussive blow.
"I came…"
Strike
"To give him a chance…"
Strike
"A chance that I never had!"
Strike
"A chance that was stolen from me!"
Strike
Frothing by this point, driving the opposition lower the saber was finally pushed out of the line of defense. Crushing blows had finally won out as the defenseless hand was lifted in that reflexive act to seek pity, to seek mercy.
Blinking, her eyes felt unfocused and hazy from the burning tears. But in that moment her vision started to shift.
From the one who held the saber, to the one now helplessly threatened beneath it…