Zaina Thessel - Shattered Faith

"The relentless twin suns of Tatooine bore down upon her, but she had endured even harsher trials. It had been two days since she had been wandering the endless sands alone, haunted by her perceived failures – Krannah and Zalea were names that weighed heavy on her heart. The Jedi, once her beacon of guidance, now seemed full of frustration and anger, quick to judge and eager to punish. She had devoted herself to their code, their conquests, their honor, and yet, she found herself with nothing but shattered faith.

Time and again, she had whispered to herself, ‘A Jedi is my destiny. It’s what the Force intends for me.’ But now, doubt clouded her mind.

Her memories of life within the Jedi Order played like a distant dream as her bare feet trudged through the shifting sands, aimless and lost. She had faced countless confrontations, screams, and ridicule for her unwavering adherence to the Jedi code. Perhaps it was a peculiarity of her upbringing in the Viscaran Enclave. After all, most of its members had embarked on the Jedi path as adults, never fully learning how to master their emotions, a skill often neglected by the enclave. Their primary focus was the never-ending war against the Sith Empire; that was their purpose.

Yet, she hadn’t become a Jedi to wage war. She had become a Jedi to offer aid, to kindle hope in even the darkest of souls. Perhaps she had been mistaken all along. Maybe she should take up her lightsaber and charge into the frontlines of battle. The truth eluded her; she had believed she was following her destiny, but now the Force seemed to deny her guidance, leaving her to wander the unforgiving sands.

She reached for the waterskin that Antrisse had generously provided, uncorking it and taking a small sip to moisten her parched lips. As hunger began to gnaw at her stomach, she scanned her surroundings, searching for any sign of an indentation in the rocks that might provide a semblance of shade. Her provisions were scarce, but the small ration of food she had managed to acquire was a testament to her resourcefulness.

Nestled within the folds of her tattered robe, she carried a handful of ration packs salvaged from her last encounter with a group of nomadic traders. These ration packs were a meager but essential sustenance for her journey through the unforgiving desert. Comprising dehydrated nutrient bars and dried fruits, they represented a fragile lifeline amidst the arid wasteland. As she found a small, shadowy crevice in the rocky terrain, she carefully withdrew one of these ration packs, its crinkling packaging a stark contrast to the desolate surroundings. With a sense of gratitude, she began to nibble on the compacted sustenance, savoring every morsel as it offered her a brief respite from the harsh realities of Tatooine’s relentless suns.

With her hunger slightly appeased, the Togruta took a moment to regain her strength and composure in the shade of the rocky crevice. The relentless suns of Tatooine still bore down upon her, and she knew she couldn’t stay in one place for long. She needed to continue her journey, find shelter, and perhaps, if fate allowed, a renewed sense of purpose.

After a few moments of respite, she carefully repacked the remnants of her ration pack, making sure to conserve what little sustenance remained. She corked the waterskin and secured it to her belt, understanding the importance of staying hydrated in the desert’s oppressive heat.

With the weight of her recent failures still heavy on her heart, she ventured back out into the endless sands. Her path was uncertain, but she couldn’t afford to remain stagnant.

She had lost hope in everything she once held dear, everything she had known, except for one constant—her faith in the Force. And so, she turned to the Force, seeking answers in the midst of her turmoil. But the question loomed: Would it offer solace and guidance, or leave her adrift in the sands of uncertainty?"

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